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Thursday, June 17, 2010, 10:29 PM
why do you have to make all of us lose hope on you?why do you have to make everyone loathe you?
why do you give us the kind of uncomfortable feeling?
why do you have to always make things difficult for us?
why do you have to keep so many things from us?
why do we get to know about your stuff from others?
why did you even used us to get what you want?
WHY HAVE YOU CHANGED FOR THE BAD?
do you know how many chances you were given?
do you know how many good&nice people you've met in life that has help you so many times?
do you know how much we hope for you to change back to who you used to be?
do you know we've been secretly praying for you to be back to normal?
do you know we always try to defend for you?
do you know how many times you made us cry?
do you know how much we wanna respect you like how we used to?
do you know why we still stay on with you?
& do you even know that it's damn F***ing hurting to us?
WHAT DO YOU ACTUALLY WANT?
WHAT ARE ALL THESE FOR?
DID SOMEONE DO BLACK MAGIC ON YOU?
DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING?
YOU'VE TURNED INTO A TOTAL DIFFERENT PERSON!
ALMOST A MONSTER YOU KNOW?
YOU ALWAYS DISAPPOINT US, HURT US.
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO ALL THESE?
I'VE BEEN PRAYING SECRETLY ALL ALONG.
ALL WE WANT IS FOR YOU TO CHANGE BACK.
JUST BE WHO YOU USED TO BE!
WE DON'T EVEN EXPECT YOU TO BE BETTER THAN WHO YOU USED TO BE.
JUST THE NORMAL YOU IS ENOUGH FOR US.
WE'LL BE CONTENTED AND HAPPY.
CAN YOU JUST STOP FINDING MORE PROBLEMS & TROUBLES FOR US&YOURSELF?
STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT PLEASE!
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free from school (:
Saturday, February 13, 2010, 9:48 AM
this blog has been neglected for a long time. haha. im just plain lazy :l anyhows, I HAVE UNOFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM TP! :D but it's not really something that im super happy abt cause i know i'll miss school and the friends! awww... :( kay! that aside. tmr will be CNY but i got no feelings abt it. not so excited this year. and V'day. gosh! it doesnt seem to exist this year. HAHA. nothing much to look forward even after school ends but im glad i got no exams this sem! HOORAY! :D im so into dramas these days. so many shows that i've yet to complete! mayb i shall just rot at home for afew wks to complete ;)yesterday was an AWESOME day with my girlfriends! had shabu X2 for dinner followed by starbucks at ECP. hahaha. our journey to anywhere seem freaking long cause the 3 of us are just freaking LU CHI max! LOL. && i keep having the feeling that we're driving out illegally cause we seems so "small". haha. mayb because we're secondary school friends and we see each other grow since like 13? so to me is like we're young. too young to drive :X hahahahha! i guess they'll laugh at this when they read it. okay no further elaboration on wad's that but AWESOME :D
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negative luck :(
Tuesday, January 19, 2010, 1:30 AM
stress stress stress to the ultimate max :( F* up life im having now. be it school work, project or personal matter, everything is just so screwed :'( why why why! i dunno how long more i can hang on. it's just about less than a month's time before i unofficially graduate but here im, feeling so freaking screwed! why must all the bad things come together and why doesnt hard work pay off?!? :( i wanna be sick. i wanna sleep forever & not wake up.doyouknowhowfearfuliam?
doyouknowhowpainfulitis?
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2010!
Friday, January 01, 2010, 11:58 PM
HOKAY! I AM FREAKING GONNA BLOG NOW CAUSE DEAREST THONGQL IS COMPLAINING ALREADY. I KNOW SHE FREAKING <3 TO READ MY BLOG SO I'LL BLOG KAY! HAHAHAHAPPY 2010 LOVES!
right. we shall talk abit about '09. '09 wasnt that friendly to me to be honest. everything dint go very smoothly :X but i shld say that im lucky cause i get to pass another year safely (: HAHA. && definitely with the many many great LOVES who stayed by my side :D :D maybe the first few months of '09 was okay? mid-'09 was one of the biggest or rather the biggest hit of all on me. i feel the world change. everything was quite horrifying? :( haha. but once again, thanks to the many who were there for me ;) end of '09 was a mixture of the AVERAGE& the BAD but i admit i've learnt alot, really alot through the entire '09. probably everything that has happened was worth? :X i dont know. but at least i've gain alot through the BAD times and i'll learnt from the mistakes. it's never gonna repeat again i hope! (:
HOKAY! enough of '09. let me share my last few moment of '09 and first few moment of '10 with you guys. i spent it at lagoon with DEAREST QINGLING&CALV (plus the HUM.CHICKEN WINGS.SATAY.OYSTER EGG&SUGARCANE) :D HAHAHHAHAH! headed over to tianmimi dessert house for DESSERT after that then followed by ade's place. joined them for afew rounds of finger guessing game to get "someone" drunk& we stop to watch tvee. LOL. evil pple! :X home-d@3plus. drop dead!
now thong thong! are you satisfied with the post? LOL
anyhows..i believe 2010 will be a better year for me&the love ones!
CHEERS EVERYONE! :D :D :D
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Last.
Thursday, December 10, 2009, 12:05 PM
LAST TERM TEST IN TP IS OVER! :Dbut this means that we'll be graduating soon :(
right. had a full day of fun on tuesday! SUBWAY after last paper with BO-BIMs (VIVIAN.GERMAINE.SARA). craving satisfied (: shop around at city plaza while waiting for V. CITY PLAZA BAN MIAN as dinner! S. craving satisfied. hahaha! she wanted ban mian so badly. headed over to KCC for singing! :D seriously 3hrs is NOT ENOUGH for four of us! but G. sang till jaw cramp.LOL.how cool! cabbed down to simpang at abt 10pm. met the guys(marc.xh.fabian.juan.joel) for supper! (: tehbing treat from juantan finally! thanks ah. haha. the guys drove. 9pple with 3cars. how cool. went changi.v for some "duck show" then headed over to this ulu place near the plane runway. slack, talk crap & "interrupt" a pair of couple :X LOL. headed home at abt 1plus. WOOOO! bloody tired but the day was AWESOME! :D
went shopping with cindy&co. (ty,kat,cj,zh,roy,keith,wj). fareast.wisma.ion (: finally got that bag that i wanted! heeee. shop shop shop shop till we're tired. chilled at xingwanghkcafe till 11plus. times with them are just fun&awesome! super relaxing! laugh&laugh all you want. HAHAHHAAH.
kay kay will be leaving home soon. byeeeeeeeeee!
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super hectic week!
Friday, November 20, 2009, 4:12 AM
this week is so super insane. though im only having like 3-days school week but the quizzes are driving me crazy! plus MP judging! the MP report, posters, flyers and presentation slides. woooo! i really wanna die man. and i believe my dear 4.A.M(s) feel like dying too. haha. we simply keep chiong-ing the whole week. sleeping at super madness hours. and i think because of that, we get really mad in school at times these days. laugh and laugh non-stop. keep going into our own world, keep imagining stuff and start laughing so loudly. TAK GLAMS lah! but I SIMPLY LOVE THEM! :Dtomorrow's judging alrdy. the final lap for MP. i hope everything will go on smoothly. GIRLS! LET'S DO OUR BEST TOMORROW! CHIONG-AH! LOL. and thanks so much for everything throughout the whole MP-SIP period! im glad to have you girls! :D i think we all deserve a good break after tomorrow. Let's go shop, sing, watch movie, take nice nice pictures, have good food and settle down at some cafe for our forever-no-fullstop-chats. HAHAH. cant wait!
HOKAY BYE!
a year ago, the most significant date
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probably the last time...
Monday, November 09, 2009, 12:55 AM
I've tried my best & I know i did.It's been really tiring.
I'm finally "awake" now.
mayb it's time to say: "이별"
I choose to be selfish this time.